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The Chymical Wedding of Brooks Strause

by Brooks Strause

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1.
Good World 03:35
It is a good world, now I know it is a good world I'm an old garnet, be a new pearl I'll be a good boy, be a good girl Just be a remnant of the day Be a quick heartbeat away And make gold from lead astray because you know it is a good world When the crow sings We'll pray, "Oh Goddess" Offer the night Up to the moonlight When you grow wings You'll be my Empress And you and I Will take to the sky I am now as honest as the Star You don't know how unfortunate you are But I know and I will show you and when you see you will know It is a good world and I know it is a good world I'm an old garnet, be a new pearl I'll be a good boy, be a good girl Just be a remnant of the day Be a quick heartbeat away And make gold from lead astray because we know it is a good world The forest calls The path is buried Still foot hits earth We measure their worth When woman falls Man will be carried And something new Will prove to be true
2.
Building a bridge over nothing Connecting nowhere to nowhere If I ever know where wherever is I'll go there You will look hard at our lives And see that not all things must pass A snake in the hand is worth two in the grass Not bitten, not shy Skinning the truth with the knife of your eye Digging a tunnel through the bullshit To join forever with forever Whatever the piper wants Is clever You will look hard at our lives And see that not all things must pass A snake in the hand is worth two in the grass Not bitten, not shy Skinning the truth with the knife of your eye Foot on earth Immaculate birth Forgive me for carrying on Show the moon You know it's too soon By then all of us will be gone
3.
Water and the air and the earth make a tree Magic and a mind and the fire make me I know what I am, so just don't be afraid And come and lay with me in this bed we've made Don't be so sure, you know, we've been wrong all along I'll speak with Her, in truth, She’ll bring us everything Will She decline to fulfill All I truly will? She'd never do such a thing I'm promised a diamond ring My golden angel on the wing Do I give my heart to Her? He found you and he's not gonna ever let go In his crown and his root, as above so below Give a ghost an inch and you're fucked, fucked, fucked With your hair all a mess and your shirt untucked Don't be so sure, you know, we've been wrong all along I'll speak with Her, in truth, She’ll bring us everything Will She decline to fulfill All I truly will? She'd never do such a thing I'm promised a diamond ring My golden angel on the wing Do I give my heart to Her? Just go back to sleep Allow this heart to creep Nothing here to see No one here but me
4.
Let it all go to waste Take your fate like a sculpture, for now Hesitation and haste It's as loose as your arms would allow Lost in a haze of ethereal intoxicants Counting the days before you return to relevance Throw up hands, follow suit Make your choice just as if you had none From your crown to your root Dig deep into what Goddess has done Dirt under nails and air retreating with your words Down water scales so shadow may invite the birds So I will wait for you my little consequence I'll fall not by my greed but by my arrogance There is so much more than I can know Seeing when and why to go So seed do not sow Let future die in peace of a natural cause Tell me a lie to explain the internal laws
5.
Well I was alone Choking on my doubt Turned these hands to stone But nothing came about Then I found myself Having fortune's favor What I couldn't have hoped for You were there with me We made out like bandits So unlike how I'd planned it You're too beautiful for this ugly world Now it’s tomorrow Now there's more than enough Something I’d never dreamed of You're too beautiful for this ugly world Well I was alone Choking on my doubt Turned these hands to stone But nothing came about I didn't know what I was capable of Or how far I would go until we were in love You're too beautiful for this ugly world You're too beautiful for this ugly world
6.
Praying hands Left and right But unaware Open up In the night And love me there Goddess keeps saying "Be careful what you wish for." Empty me Into fire Be so sincere Show yourself Rising higher Appear up here Goddess keeps saying "Be careful what you wish for." Please, release What you hold I know you care I will do As I’m told Just love me there
7.
Anymore 02:38
Well, I don’t No, I don’t I don’t get sad Anymore Well, I don’t No, I don’t I don’t get mad Anymore One of these days I’m gonna fix up my back And fix up my head Then I won’t No, I won’t I won’t feel bad Anymore
8.
Really 02:26
You may have heard me say, "I love you" When we were passing out somewhere Reaching for skin that wasn't there Oh, baby, no, I really don't love you You might have seen me looking at you When we were both in the same place It's just the angles of your face Oh, darling, no, I really don't love you It took me so long to take control of my body and so Now I know what I know I've got a grip on letting go Oh, honey, no, I really don't love you You could know of me speaking of you To some of our mutual friends Well sometimes everyone pretends Oh, sugar, no, I really don't love you It took me so long to take control of my body and so Now I know what I know I've got a grip on letting go Oh, honey, no, I really don't love you You may have heard me say, "I love you" When we were passing out somewhere Reaching for skin that wasn't there Oh, baby, no, I really don't love you
9.
Time Slayer 03:50
I spent a lot of time Asking you to save me I used to toss all night long Now I sleep like a baby Open it up and stir it up And put yourself to the question Swallow it down and keep it down And follow your finger’s suggestion I spent a lot of time Bothered by the weather I used to be so heavy Now I’m light as a feather Figure it out and hold it out And break a most heartfelt promise Settle it in and break it in And trade self-respect for service I spent a lot of time Hanging in the darkness I used to be all chained up Now I’m Free like Charles is You will discover that in the center of your brain there’s a diamond
10.
Hearts 02:32
Love ain’t nothing but an hallucination The labor isn’t worth the communication Talking to mirages won’t get you there Well, if you can’t get it all, well, just get your share My tongue can kill my heart Love ain’t nothing but a fleeting illusion Try it and you’ll come to the same conclusion People are like water you just cannot hold Give me something solid, be it hot or cold My skin can kill my heart Well, all it’ll take is a little self-control You don’t have to be alone But you don’t need no rabbit hole You don’t have to sell your soul Love ain’t nothing but bad medication To fool your ears and fingers into changing the station ‘Cause if you let it go, you know you are still sick There’s a lot that the flutter of a heart can’t fix My brain can kill my heart
11.
With a handful of pity and a dozen roses We were behind the building, I was under hypnosis The sun never goes down on diligent lovers Before we fell asleep you were stealing the covers Oh, what will I do without you? The Goddess gave us her instructions in Spanish With me looking harder and you trying to vanish You did what she said in the shadow around us We were both disappearing by the time she found us Oh, what will I do without you? By the time I reached you I knew what I wanted I’d grown tired of living in a house that was haunted I’d seen even respect turn into resentment And traded an old beat up soul for contentment Oh, what will I do without you?
12.
Undead Ends 02:18
I was en route to go push up some flowers When pretty little you caught my eye Then hope revealed the thing under its mask And I kissed all my demons goodbye So tell me it all will be beautiful Show me the back of your hand Make me sorry I doubted love Make sure I understand Baby I was just about to turn off the lights When I saw a little truth walking by But the ground she was walking on turned into fire And my truth, she turned into a lie But tell me it all will be beautiful Show me the back of your hand Make me sorry I doubted love Make sure I understand Baby Silent footsteps No tracks in the snow To undead ends No way back to go I was on my way into the great abyss When pretty little you turned my head But now you have turned me into a living corpse And I’d much rather just be dead
13.
She told it the truth And it cried Control of itself was denied Its little heart broke In a puff of smoke It was over and done but it tried It's okay Eventually It'll be happy And its teeth will shine Someday Before she knows it She will be sorry And it'll be fine She gave it some space It believed That there was more than it perceived It was brought back to earth In a quick still-birth Nothing was dead but it grieved Give her some time and it won't have mattered And she won't know why but she won't care No, she wouldn't dare She told it the truth And it cried But it’s alright

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released October 9, 2015

Produced, recorded, and mixed by Pat Stolley
at his studios in Davenport, IA and Rock Island, IL
between December 2012 and February 2014
Mastered by Jeff Konrad
Written by Brooks Strause
at the Blue House in Iowa City, IA
between December 2011 and August 2012
Front cover photographed by Chelsea Darter
at the Blue House on May 14th, 2014
Front cover conceived and designed by Brooks Strause
Back cover designed and drawn by Johnnie Cluney

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